mixed feelings again!!!!

hello darling all..

im a weirdo, do i???

im happy that i will be transfered soon to kl. means near to hubs.yay!!!!

im sad to leave my current workplace. wat the heck, ika???i guess its sad to leave a place where u started from zero and put so much effort for it to grow and expand. there are still many dreams that i cudnt make it happen to my precious workplace...hewhew..i wish it to b better in the next hand.

im stress that i have so mny thgs to settle. tho this is my last week hut i still dpt asgnmnt dr boss ok..dgn staff lampi buat fail meja..hehe..

arghhhh..tho i dun really like this place at first but it has so many sweet memories at here. i mean i will miss my fellow colleague and students. syg korg..ketemu lg yaaa!!

ps: walaupun aku sedih tp xmau la dtg.pontian tahun ni..hehe..trauuuuuumaaa..tkt tperangkap lg..hahahaha..duh!!!

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Homesick+Keje+Raya+ Kawen+Rindoo=tido+makan byk+mixed feelings

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!

bolehkah aku berdialog begini dgn pengarah?

Toooooooooooolongg! aku teramat homesick kala ini. DAMN! padahal br pagi ni smpai ponti kan. Melampau kau ika. Dasar x bersyukur!Cepat minta ampun!Pergh, cmne la nak ikut cuan g keje kat dubaii. Tiap hari aku nanges kat tepi tingkap. Eh?Drama betolll! Office sgt sunyi dan sepi. Student and lecturer semua dh start cooti. Tggal management and support staff je. Support staff bz gotong royong. Staff aku dicuri lagi. Heh. Xpe,janji bukan aku yg kena gotong royong.

Kesunyian ini menambahkan perasaan homesick aku.Pagi tadi semasa sahur aku dah merengek dgn mama xmau balik ponti, xmau pg keje. (Apa ko ingat ini sekolah ika?). Mcm biasa mama mesti melayan anak perempuan sorg ni. Hehe. Tapi dipaksa juga aku pg keje. Hari ni mama cuti jadi lagi melekit aku nak balik ponti tgk dorg ramai2 kat umah. 

Raya xlama je lagik kan?Baru la last weekend aku sebok2 cr baju raya aku yg dicampak dgn jayanya akibat kegemokan tidak muat baju lantas mencampak sejauh2 mungkin baju rayaku. Dan aku merasa begitu success bila mampu mengetappp dgn kemas semua butang baju rayaku semalam. Tetapi. . ...Ecehceh..Perut ada slack sikit. Iskkkk3!Xpe spanx kan ada! (ayat sedap hati) Weiii korg,aku turun sekilo okehhh. Please clap for me!Yooohoo!gedix ko!

Semalam aku pusing satu melaka mencari baju mak pengantin yg glamor ni harammm xde satu yg dia berkenan. aku tergelak sorg2 je. Hover kayyy mama aku. Lagi susah rupanya cari baju mama dr cari baju kawen aku. hehehe...Baju raya adik pun belum beli lagi. Wahhh tahun ni semuanya lagging belaka. Adakah disebabkan oleh wedding prep ku?Hoho. Anyhoo,raya tahun ini x semewah tahun lepas. Al maklum, hari perkahwinan bakal menjelang x lama lagi. Sila ikat perut sikit ika. Sobssssss.

Arghh!Otakku sekarang pk nak cepat2 nikah je...Baru la agaknya rasa kurang sikit risau dan beban. Walaupun keje melambak di atas meja tp otakku asik ingat kawen kawen kawen. gatal noks? Bukan x sabar tp juz nak cepat2 jd pasangan cap halal gitu. Ehh?Sama la tu kan dgn x sabar. Hiks!I juz cant describe the feelings but i rea want it to happen soon. Faster please Mr. Time.

Chuan said im a psycho. Lagi nak kawen lagi keluar perangai psycho aku. Hahahahaha. Im kinda have mixed feelings ya know, I think all b2b ada this kind of feelings. Esp when the wedding is juz around the corner. Ypu tend to be more manja, attention seeker (to him only), sensitive and rindoooooooo sgt even tho he's juz right beside you. Ohhhhhh my. Never thought that I could be like this.

pray hard that i wouldn't end up like this

Well, the workload has become too dear too company these few weeks and it's going to be like that till the end of year. I juz cant do anything bout it. What i can do is juz be patience, and cope with it. Like i alwiz said I wonder who's the gomen servant yg rileks,xde keje? tell me plez?

My target this week;

• System Procurement Proposal. Hope that we will get the new system.
• Karikatur Kemerdekaan --------->>>Looking forward to this
• KIK -------------------->> Run wamp server 
• RnD ------------------>>> Habiskan literature review
• Takwim 2011 ------------------->>>Analysis report
• Top Mgmt Meeting's Minute ------>>>Restructure ayat balik

Anyhoooo, aku rasa sgt mengantok sekarang. mahu tido sih!!mahu makan juga. makan sedap sedap.

ps:/ semalam syahdu je rasa bila berjalan berdua dgn mama, berpimpin tgn, gelak2, buat lawak budus...arghh,apakah lepas kawen masih berpeluang sebegini. PLEASE!!!!!i still wanna b my mom's lil princess!My mother's ever beautiful princess!!!

Anda lega bila keje siap?!

Saya amat lega kerana paperwork sudey siap.

Pengarah pun dah approved.

Begitu juga dgn Pameran Hari Seniman,in progress. Telah ku delegate kan pd staff aku.

Tapi ika, jgn ko ingat hidup ko akan senang dan makan gaji percuma.

NO NO NO, nothing free in this world.

Sila berkerja keras lagi smpai kejung!

Lega bila kerja dah siap???????

Naaa, nnt dtg bertimbun lagi.

Blum masuk yg ad hoc ko kena jd su bagai la kan.

Watever it is, im a happy servant!!! (tp penat tau,boss)

ps:/ duno where to start my research proposal. en. leman been chasing me everytime he saw me! n im so sick of it so i must finish it asap!

Hari Seniman Negara

Long sigh!

Im juz too tired with the workload plus wedding thingy.

Then today I received letter (read: arahan) to organize Pameran Hari Seniman 2011 starting 29th May-29 June 2011! Guess what date is today!

Veryyyyyyyyyyyyy loooooooooooooooong sigh!!!!!!!!!

Ooopps! Not that i want to ngelat wat keje yer,but im currently bz doing 'library carnival' paperwork and research proposal

(read: didnt start anythg yet.mampos aku kna kejar ngan en. leman)

Mana la aku nak cari material in short time dgn staff ada yg cuti.

Dah la sistemnye stand alone, byk keje lain xleh jalan at one shot!

Kan dah membebel!

:-(

Pray for my strength!

Maybe kena keje smpai malam mggu ni.

(Read: pegawai xleh claim ot.sila berkhidmat utk negara)

Mesti fiance bising lagi!

Apapun pak menteri, bagi aku tido dulu malam ni yer coz im f*cking sleepy rite now!

ps:/ last nite we held a so called hen party for piah!will upload pix later!

Clash of the Titans!!Err,nope!THEORY it is!

Helo helo..

Right now im in the R&D workshop.

Yeah..Writing an entry while others bz presenting the research proposal.

I will be conducting a research on quality of library services at my work place.

Pathetic I tell ya..Im a pathetic researcher..Kah3!

It is because of the clash theory..

Totally different with what I have learned back in the uni..

I took research methodology subject for two semesters. A one year disaster I tell ya..

Haha!

But somehow I enjoyed it very very much. (much bcoz of the handsome lecturer)

Its pretty annoying when in this situation.

What the speaker briefed us is far different and totally opposite from what I have learned in the uni.

Huhuhu..

What should i do?

If Pak Ray were to be in this workshop, i bet the world would go upside down. Heh.

I think i will juz follow through the way.

Pantang Larang Seorang Ketua berjantinakan Perempuan

Halu..

Aku mmg hangin satu badan...

Tapi aku cuba simpan angin itu..sebab itu perut aku buncit..tp kadang2 aku terlepas jugak..lepas mcm mana?kentut arrr!!apa lagi beb! :p

Haissssshhhhh...

Alkisahnya kolej aku ni sedang cuba mendaftarkan aset yg diperolehi dr sekolah..

Aku bertanggungjawab di library..yer la,dah tentu aku bosnya di situ..

Dengan segala hormat aku bg briefing kat 3 org staff aku mengenai pendaftaran aset.

Aku berbuih mulut ckp suruh asingkan aset sekolah, aset kolej , aset yg rosak dll..

Tapi dgn bangga dia bg kat aku satu pun xde kod inventori..

Apa maksud ko di situ woi?

Apa yg cuba ko nak buktikan pd aku?

Air liur ku terbuang ke dalam longkang dek kerana kepandaian ko melaksanakan arahan.

The best part is bila aku tnya dia x faham maksud penerangan aku ker (soalan ini harus utk berlaku adil kpd staf bawah kita) ?????

Dia balas, tau faham.tp dorg lain2 kata xyah no siri tuh..

Aku tnya saper dorg...?

Dorg yg tut tut tut..

Aku pun dengan senyuman paling menawan berkata"Sape yg pegi mesyuarat aset?Saya ke dorg?Maklumat saper yg ko harus percaya?Aku ni ketua ko, naper nak dgr arahan bukan ketua ko!"

Penat aku berbuih2 mulut (nasib x sawan) cerita kat dia apa yg perlu dibuat tp dia ikut jugak kepala dia..

Kan dah kena buat keje dua kali?

NASEB KO lar!!!!ada aku kesah! KO BUAT BALIK SEMULA erh?

aku x kira..

aku bos paling kejam okeh..

Miss Incredible Hulk

I nak jadi incredible hulk ok!

Bukan yg hjau tp purple!

Comel sket.

I angin satu badan la mggu nih!

Keje bertimbun2.

Semua nak cepat!

Dah tu, nama i xde dlm JK tut pun!

Naper i nak kena attend meetg tuh plak erh!

Grrrrrr!

I bukan nak tolak kerja, tp i nak minta cuti kot hari isnin tuh.

I ni anak pompuan sorg. So lepas i tunang saper nak tlg kemas.

JK tut ker?

ngeh2

*entri ini bedasarkan emosi!ampun & maaf yerk

meroyan?!sakit mental ker?

Erh..

Bukan i yg sakit mental ok.

Tp hari ni i meroyan lar.

Cik piah xde di opis. I xde geng berseronok!

Ari ni ada meeting kurikulum! Reference list mcm hampeh kan?

TQ bebanyak la pada yg bg "complete" info! *pening+skt mata*

Rasa mcm x sihat plak. Kepala sakit, dada sakit, hdung berair. Amek ko!

Errr, malas la nak g meetg.

Nak duk diam2 dlm ofis je buleh?

Arghhh! I nid more holidays!

Apa ko ingat bapak ko PM ker ika oii?

Cuti hjg mggu ko wat apa?

Aduiii, hjg mggu aku sibok jadi wedding planner kpd diri sendiri lak kan!

Uhuk2!

:(

STRESS

Huh.

Pagi2 dah stress.

There are tons of workloads to be done quickly!

With the "help" of my staffs' behavior.

Im so sick.

Sometimes I feel like I want to yell at them.

"Stop bugging me around with these stupid acts!"

Arghhh! I am tired!

Whenitrainsitpours

Hey there.

Im so damn tired today.

My brain juz cannot hold any input.

ABM. I considered done.

There's a new issue about printing services.

Im not really favor with the current situation.

I don't like people said something which i DID NOT.

Ohh how i wish (sometimes) to be a housewife!

I dun have to go to the office dealing with these kind of issues.

Urghhh! My hands and feet are shaking since morning!

I dunno y!

I want to go to aerobeek but Im not feeling well.

lets hope I get some rest tomorrow.

btw, happi maulidur rasul peeps!

Jom selawat ke atas nabi!

xoxo
ika

A long day!n a long mouth!

Hi peeps!

It has been a long day for me today! Err,wait, its not night yet,may I called it a day? *ignore me*

My hands are damn tired for writing this whole day! I processed over 80 tenders!Hurm!

Such a new experience for me but few things happened in the progress.

Well, I was officially appointed as one of the committee and my duty is to check all the profiles!

Yet, the urusetia didn't brief my leader which then caused us to do the review again!Arghhh!

Misinformation, I guess but I dun like the idea of someone point you here n there without explain to u very very well what is needed there!

Cal me fussy, I dun care!But you have to plan the procedure and form first and please lets not juz keep in your heart & soul. Convey to others as well.

My superiors fought about this matter for nothing u noe! Juz becoz one person didnt communicate enough information! *terrible*

And guess what I found in those tenders? Some of them put REJOICE as their toilet shampoo! hahaha *evil grin* Guess how hard I laugh!!

Anyhow, the works were done and we are happy family! Yay! I guess this is the sweet & sour of ur working days! Hee.. :p

And I heard many many stories today! Most of it were the bad ones! *x ngumpat yer*

There is type of people who cant juz shut his mouth. He don't noe when is the appropriate time to open his mouth! Lol!

Sumtimes you juz dunno who to trust!Becoz of fame n name, people may betray you.

Hope im not included and won't ever ever do that!

Enuf bout that! Tomoro i ll be going back to melaka.

Have to do preparations for my e-day! *so damn tired*

I wish to settle it by this week!Becuz its been long since i stay i my house in pontiey.

Maybe later tonite I would go to the town to buy some things for my e-day!

Im so sleepy now! Bye dear!

xoxo
ika

Tender, Lapo, Kampung?Huh?

Heyyo!

I wake up very very late today! 7.30 a.m!Luckily I got to be on time! Phewww~~

Well, today I have to settle a bit bout security & cleaning tender! I am in charge regarding the finance! (how they know i love money soo much?) :D

Kidding! I will be working together with the KJS and PPK. I hope this not gonna be long as Im hungry u see. I dun have my breakfast yet!huuuuu....

Did I tell ya, that i wore flat shoes to work this week!ahhha!

Im such a heels big fan but this week im not myself i guess!huhu..

Errr, my tummy is making sound now! I gotta go!

Btw, my plan to stay in Pontiey this weekend is cancelled! (Order for my royal highness father & mother) *head hangs* I guess I have to postpone my sweet home spring cleaning plan!again n again!Wuarghhhhh!!!!

Bye,dear!

My Nu Enemy is Microsoft Excel

Hey peeps!

I bet u have never read my blog aite?!yup3!and i have deleted the previous one!haha!lol!

I dunno y!Definitely there is no motive to delete it but yes, I have DELETED it!ngee :p

Well, then its have been long since i update my blog! The last was in Oct '10!

I have been pretty bz u noe these days (years actually).. :(

That's y I dun have much time to maintain my blog and moreover I'm so lazy to update it!

So, I guess u must be wondering y I do have the motivation to update my blog today aite!!

Hehe!Awesome!This is where i need to tell you once again, that Microsoft Excel has turned into my new enemy! :D

Damn it Excel! I dunno what went wrong, 3 times I have written the very same doc because my excel alwiz stuck n it caused my data lost!TQVM!

Which is explaining y I have the motivation to write an entry today! While waiting for the Excel to be normal again, i guess it's not a harm to write an entry!yay! :)

I guess Excel also must be feeling tired and bored to deal with this "Takwim" thingy! :/

I just had enough!I can feel my eyes are pedih looking at those small and many rows in Excel!

Huh!This is what you got when u are juz an "employee"..Hihi!Lol!

Not to say that Im not grateful for my current job, but sometimes the workloads are tedious and hell lot u noe!Of coz it tend to be boring!

Urghhhh!Im losing all my nerves!

This is where I should stop!Till then,

Take care,peeps!

xoxo
ika