Reasons im long gone from writing

Hello people in the world!

It has been long and long since i write!

Not that im not updated with the other b2b or ex b2b stories but i juz lost my interest to write an entry.

For many many reasons you know. Lemme list it! WARN you that its gonna be a long long list. Demmit, i give you at least ten la..Fair enuff..Haha

1. Workloads. Blame it to whom?Me or them?
2. I dun do any wedd preps in Ramadhan. Let alone me and God in Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah.
3. Too many hiccups here n there. Im sick of it! I guess i juz cudnt let it out from my heart and type it. Very tiring u know. To get involved in the hiccups and to tell about it even more tiring. Lol!
4. Worried bout my wedd dress for his side and guess what my insticnt is so strong. It didnt turn out to be like what I wanted. Pretty ugly I tell ya. And unfortunately its my fave fabric. Man,its goocee!The reality is killing me. Now, i can really say Ohhh my goocee!Arghh..
5. Bz with Hari Raya. Well, though there is not a single guest allowed to come to my family rent house xcept for chuan but im still a buzy bee helping mummy for Hari raya. We managed to bake 3 types of cookies. Ehem, WE?WE? My mom gonna make her smirk face to me! haha! The truth I only help her buying the ingredients, commenting, tasting and bla bla bla...Mama, what happen to our muffin? Lol!
6. Bz again helping my bro for his uni admission preps. This one took a lot lot away energy from me. Not too mention it drained out my money too. Haha. I'd do anything to see my bro happy in his uni days esp 1st sem! Hey bro,make sure u do the same to adik. My bro alwiz be a lampi person in managing his own life but turn out to be so called legend hero in game. Yes,in playing games esp cabal whatshit. I juz cant stop laughing when he requested us to allow him to stay together with chuan. sorry bro,this time ur trick aint going anywhere. Well he wanted to stay there of coz there's a super laju internet connection and another reason is cuan (Gamer too).
7. Bz again and again moving some of my things from piah's crib back to my house again. Juz realized I have lotsa baju (5 minutes only and then I forgot).
8. Started my wedd preps again. Lotsa thanks to my family,hubster and frens esp Zana. My weekends are full with the wedd preps related activities. I started to feel bored okeh. Cant wait to be a wifey soon. Hiks.
9. Ohh ya,i somehow choose to write the wedd inv card rather than writing a new entry. hehe. At last,im in victory. But excuse me,i have not send all the wedd inv card to colleagues juz yet. Yes, though they are in the same building with me. Blame it on the reason no 1 again. They made me occupied and I had to sacrifice my lunch time to write on the wedd inv card. So whoever waiting for my wedd card,please be patience. Im so sorry.
10. I juz need some alone space to cool down before i write again. I dun want to talk crap in this blog. I dun want to write shit on my wedd preps. Piah once told me that this wedd prep memory going to be a sweet memory after the wedd. Well, at least please. Time, money and energy have been supplied to the wedding. Hope it can cherish my love relationship with lotsa lotsa love forever. 

Well, wedding preps taught me so many things. I had my lessons. From a stone cold head I became a more more patience person. But sometimes i still got blown up! Yes yes. Regretted it sometimes. I juz cant endure the stress.  Am looking forward to the solemnization. Like seriously. I juz want everything to end all soon and lemme be the beautiful wifey to the handsome hubster. Wanna start our life together very very soon with the truthful knots and be blessed by no other God, Allah swt.

ps:/ im happy to see more things that can be slashed frow the wedd checklist. gonna updates the preps. well,if i keen to. haha. bye,all. love ya!

Barangan Perkhawinan di ZC, Nilai 3

Hi semua.

Apa khabar B2B? Sibuk dan letih menjalani persiapan?

Apa khabar ex b2b?Sibuk menguruskan rumah tangga?

Saya doakan semuanya berjalan lancar. Amin.

Minggu ini tidak banyak yang saya selesaikan.

Namun hati ini bersyukur kepada Allah s.w.t terus melimpahkan kekuatan dan rezeki untuk saya terus membuat persiapan perkhawinan.

Pasti hidup kita diselingi cabaran. Itu memang pasti.

(baru sahaja membayar 1k++ untuk membaiki kereta)

Redha, tawadduk, sabar, bersyukur itu harus penjadi peneman hati.

Ok saya telah membebel dan melalut.

Minggu ini saya berjaya menempah cop untuk kad khawin nanti.

Hari ni saya akan mengambil tempahan cop saya itu! Yay!

Saya juga telah berjaya booking date tempat resepsi di belah saya.

(alhamdulillah, allahuakbar. allah s.w.t telah memudahkan urusan saya)

Dahulu saya bercadang untuk mengadakan majlis right after nikah. So senang hanya satu persalinan dan sekali make up sahaja. Tetapi ada perancanagn baru setelah mengambil kira beberapa faktor. Faktor utama adalah malas mengemas rumah selepas majlis. LOL!

Kini saya lega kerana berjaya memujuk ayah saya untuk mengadakan resepsi di suatu tempat.

Insya Allah nanti saya reveal kan tempatnya. Tempatnya simple dan menarik bagi saya.

B2B dari melaka mungkin boleh mempertimbangkan tempat ini. Yang pasti bukan hotel mahal yer.

Saya juga sudah membayar booking wedding card dari artchetak cuma masih belum melengkapkan borang kad khawin kerana beberapa perkara perlu dibincang dengan ibu bapa terlebih dahulu.

Saya tidak berani menentukan ayat-ayat undangan perkhawinan tanpa persetujuan ibu bapa. Hehe.

Lihatlah artchetak. saya sukakan konsep kak dura.Plus harganya berpatutan.

Lihat! Saya melalut lagi!

Berbalik tajuk di atas. Pada minggu lepas saya dan keluarga melawat en. tunang di Nilai.

Mengada kan? Hehe. en. Tunang ada oral exam so kami bagi sokongan moral (dan membazir masa beliau).

Kami pergi ke Nilai 3 untuk meninjau candle holder stand.

 Tapi lain yang kami jumpa. Well i didnt expect much pun. I mean after few times visted nilai 3, i feel so frustrated untill I found ZC.

Sila lihat gambar di atas.

Kedai ini sangat menarik barang-barangnya dan juga harga. Jimat lah poket kita semua. Disambil mendapat barangan yang sedap mata memandang.

Bunga-bungaan di dalam kedai ini sangat unik. Wedding arche sangat cantik dan yay! Saya telah mendapat inspirasi baru. Cenderahati semuanya cantik cantik dan unik.  

Oooohh sila lah melawat kedai itu. 

Yang paling saya gembira kerana telah menemui tempat bunga pahar yang gorjezzz. Selama ini saya tidak berkenan pun setelah survey di pelbagai tempat dan akhirnya di ZC lah jodoh saya dan tempat bunga pahar dipertemukan.

Sangat murah. Range dari Rm 9-20. Dan yang penting TIDAK BERKILAT! oopss! saya memang tidak suka tempat bunga pahar yang berkilat2. Pening. Ada pelbagai warna di Zc, dari putih, grey,pink, hijau dan lain2. Semuanya chanteks!

Pastinya saya ingin melawat lagi kedai ZC. Mari B2B!

si buchuk dengan gelasnya!

iye!kami mmg tamak,mahu minum gelas air BESAR!!

 

 

How to fill an empty glass?With stone or sand?

Hi babes.

Syukur Alhamdulillah,minggu ini semangat saya pulih sedikit demi sedikit.

Berbalik pada tajuk di atas..

How to fill an empty glass?With stone or sand?

My father did asked me this q.

Well i answered with stone first then sand.

Ayah saya bertanya sebegitu kerana melihat saya kelam kabut dan stress dgn persiapan perkhawinan.

Morale of the story is, selesaikan hal/isu yg besar dahulu baru la pikir yang kecil2 spt arche, doorgift, handbouquet, blablabla.

Baiklah pa! 

Syukur kepada Allah s.w.t saya telah berjaya menyelesaikan beberapa perkara seperti wedding card, photographer, insya Allah tempat resepsi.

Doakan saya rakan2 b2b dan ex-b2b.

Wedding Card~meinspiredonmyown

Bila xde keje,

ini hasilnya.

Oooopss..ada keje tapi MALAS. (cuba semunyikan kenyataan)

Hahahaha!

So not in the mood nak kerja.

So i buat ni.

Cute x?Please say cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... (hang head)

Ini cara i lepaskan stress. Please redha.

ps: I miss my two brothers. Miss them a lot. Hope they are blessed by Allah s.w.t

ohhh i likeeeeeeeeeeee!

I super duper like the entry written by sis hazlynda kushairi. Read it !

Sometimes its juz terrible that people do more assumption rather than asking.

In my case, my own family spread the bad rumors to other family members.

I dun know what are their intentions?

Since I was small they like to compare themselves with me.

Even in the university. I thought when i started working far far from them I wont be their victim anymore.

I was totally WRONG! They alwiz looking for opportunity to tarnish my name among the family members.

Pathetic they are. I suspected that they have mental problem.

When I told them (back in Jan 2011) that I decided to get married this year they juz stumble, didnt believe for what I told them.

Even go ask my father (before, they have never sms my father), riki with my fiance's frenz.

Wadafak?

The best part is they even mentioned that I wont be able to get married this year. So fast that we wont have enuffffffff money! The guy (referring to my fiance) is juz a technician. WADAHEKKK??

Can you imagine that your very own blood said that?How would u feel?

Did i ask their money for my wedding? NOPE. (she owed me money adalah)

I wont be able to get married this year? We can only plan but Allah set everything for us. Btw, masa tunang pun i diikat 6-9 months. The parents in law nak tahun ni jugak. Its becuz my MIL tot that it wud be sweet if I were to get married at age 24. Bila semua ni di mention semasa engagement, baru la mereka senyap! HUHHHH!

My bf (fiance) is a technician? He has been granted License of Aircraft Maintenance (Type A) by the Department of Civil Aviation Malaysia which means u have been declared as engineer by DCA but not the company such as MAS, SAE, Hornbill, AirAsia X because those companies have internal procedure. They have to go for QA before get to establish.

Right now he has finished the type course A330 (or A320 :p) n now waiting for QA to establish as Licensed AirCraft Engineer.

This so called technician got a better pay from me who's so called PENOLONG PENGARAH GOMEN ok..

N they seriously thought that we dont have savings? That we dont think of the financial part before we decided to get married?

I have been working longer than my fiance and its such a shame that he has more saving than I am.

Funny is, i got to know that his boyfren is only a college boy! Kah!

PLEASE, jaga tepi kain diri sendiri dan anak juz like what sis linda said!

1001 cerita

dun worry..im not going to tell ya 1001 stories.. :p

its hv been long since i update my blog n my wedding preps as well..

hiks!bz?pretty much!

i went to pre wedding course last weekend.

two days okeh?dem it.. :p (g bercuti bermalam2 xpe,kusus kawen xleh lak erh?keji tol)

kursus tu dr pagi smpai ke petang..both days..penat tak usah ckp lar..smpai hari ni terasa penat bahana x cukup rest..

but well i got a lots of extra info during the course.

n even ada pameran pengantin this weekend in melaka.

I suppose not as great as in kl..but dun be judge mental..lets see how it is.. :)

after the course we went to fiance's house to show the recption's fabric to my pil..

alhamdulillah they liked it very much..mil was so xcited with the lace. im so glad both mothers love the kain same like me..kurang satu kepeningan..hehe..speaking of that i haven't upload any photos of my kain!!later lar..hiks!

we also went to azam tailor but unfortunately they closed on sunday..demmmmmmmmm!!!haha..anyhow, we visited kamdar (next to azam tailor) to heal the frustration..we surveyed the material for guys suit. we already surveyed in gulatis before and very2 pricey..gucci lace is much way cheaper..can u imagine the suits material is about 700/metre!hell!since we are not goddamn rich, we cant consider that into our budget..unless the suits only require 2metres.ahaks!in ur dream ika!nnt laki ko half naked lak kannn...

the kamdar somehow offer very fair price but somehow i felt that it is very unfair to buy the material in kamdar as the price different between my baju n his baju is so faaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrr ok! (pity him as he has to pay quite a lot of money for my baju but xkan dia punya murah lak kan)

hurmmm,sumtimes i feel like malas nak kawen..so many things to do..n its not ez to be in my situation..i feel sad regularly when my wishes cant become true..yeah..all of us have unique idea for our wedding but not all of the dreams will come true ya knowwwwwwwww.. (read: baca dgn nada stress) its not that im not thankful but its my wedding..can you please consider my wishes?now that im fedup n i juz go with the flow (big wavve one i tell u)..hiks..

watever it is im glad that i have my mum, pil, brothers, bff and of coz fiance..

last week i have been complaining too much about fiance..as now he has changed lil by lil..im glad n sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo in love with him..ahakz, me also try to change to the better k?not juz him! i can see now the husband features in him..hiks! i tell ya, i can talk anything to him.. from the happy to the bad things..we will try to settle it together.. hope we will remain like this forever..sobs!

i cant wait to go the wedding exhibition..this is my first time.. :) (jakunnya)..hope mum can join me..tension nya aku kalo kena pg sorg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyhow, tadi i got to know that there is an event on the saturday nite..everyone has to invilve.wat????modaphacar!!

i am now thinking for an excuse not to go to the event. please, im not trying to escape from work..but please,its weekend n i need to go to the exhibition..information is power ya know???plus, my pinggan semasa tunang still x berkemas..sian mama i nak kena wat sorg..

urghhhhhh!!!!how ek?wat excuse to be used???anyone plez?

Wedding bells!

My e-day will be only 2 weeks more.

So far the preparation is good.

All done except for the food. Ooopss!I forgot bout the special souvenirs!

I guess mum will take care of it (Hope so)

Ohh yea. I have another issue. Bout dais!

Initially, our family agreed to have a simple celebration with the fact no dais at all.

But occasionally, I am thinking whether I should have or I shouldn't?

Last weekend my father mentioned to me that my future mil will sarung cincin at the living hall.

That means I do not have to clean up my room. yay!

Thus, in that case i would like to have some "nice platform" to seat upon waiting the ring on my hands!Ahakz!

Im thinking of juz sitting on "perahu" (its a teak bench) with some flowers and bantal?

Hurmm..

I dunno.

Im not going to hire any1 as I dun have that kind of budget listed in our wedding book!Uhuk2!

I will talk to my father bout this later. Huu~

My outfit is also ready! yay! It's dark green colour. (recently i like green, almost all my new baju are in green)

Mind you the outfit is quite ketat. urghh! Thanks to my "munceet" tummy! :(

Err, I have gone far enough from the main title.

Well, as agreed our wedding bells in sept this year! So fast isnt it?

And now i have started to peek on the wedding gowns & dresses!

Its so terrible! Not the dresses of course!Its me!

Its like I have fell in love with all of them!

I complaint to my moocok n he said " i better i cembunyi!" Lol!

Dear moocok: I noe the limits okay!Kedekut btol "technician" kaya ni! :D

I am confused which design I love the most. I mean something that suits with me.
I feel like I am going to be pretty in all those outfits!haha!

Hopefully mom is rea coming over this weekend so that we can confirmed the fabric this weekend.

I will continue about the wedding dress!It hell torturing me!

Im late for my aerobeek.

Bye.

xoxo
ika