Still learning to let go

Hi everyone.

I cnt sleep thus here am i. Writing. Well i need to let this feeling outta me.

As im writing here hubby will b flying off to myanmar in less than 12hours.

Err, got to know in a week before.

He received a text msg fr his boss at 11pm on friday nite. Imagine that?!?!?!lol lol lol.

I wasnt around that weeknd. Outstation. X tntu arah buat keje ble dgr berita.

Thn next week they confirmed hubby need to go there for about 3mo..wherttttttttttt?!?!?!

Its like everyday i cried and cried. Waterfall came out out of my eyes. Lol!

Then it got me thinking y am i so clingy?what happen to the independence girl that once was inside me? Super lol. Then cry.

If u must know its hard for me to let go him off my eyes because ......*drumrolls*...he's a lover, best friend, enemy, therapist, banker (lol), ustaz (important!!!), riding partner, eating partner, n the list goes onnnn..

Ble dia night shift pn i susah gle nk tdo..bayangkan... Dushdushdush

But i know i have to keep going..we must get thru this. I juz pray allah s.w.t will gv me all the strength and patience for all i need. Please dear allah s.w.t. Protect us from any bad and dangerous things. May this test will make us have stronger faith in you. Amin.

Guys. Please pray for us.

Am gonna find tissue boxes and shades for tomorrow. You know. I hate this part when being a girl. Lol.

Nitey nite.

Flying Kitty's Closet

Assalamualaikum.

Hola hola hola.

Lama x menulis...Bukan x jenguk, tiap2 hari buka tgk blog kengkawan tp xde masa nak menulis..or more like takde mood nak menulis..hehe..dah setahun lebih kawen, review x habis2 lagi..leh lompat citer lain kot...

Ni nak ajak kengkawan jenguk la kedai versi maya saya di Flying Kitty's Closet .Hehe.. Ada peplum top, peplum dress, skirts, palazzo pants, cardigans, and also accessories. Murah2 je. Kualiti pun ok! So senang la uolsss, xyah pepanas pg shopping nak murah2, dtg je kat kedai kami yerrr..Gitewww promote!

Kengkawan boleh jugak jenguk Flying Kitty's Closet Blog . Tapi kat situ slow sikit update..hihi..Kita teaser sikit jom jom jom!!

Ok la..apa2 emel sy flyingkitty86@gmail.com...

Ciaooo

*krohhhkrohhh*

Hey!It's our 1st anniversary!

Hello there..

It's our 1st anniversary! Time flies so fast ehh? Im truly grateful and thankful to have a such wonderful husband like u, my love.

May our love remains like this till jannah, i always pray.

You alwiz there when i needed you most. 

Im proud to say that u're strong and patient enuf to handle me, bitch me, silly me blablabla. 

Nobody can replace you as i alwiz pray to Allah swt that please let me borrow u till i die. 

I have nothing fancy prezzie to give you but juz my unconditional love.

You are the most annoying creature that i loved sooooooo much..

This is only a beginning, we gotta look ahead with strong heart to face the world.

For this first year's achievement, we already bought a house. I cant wait to move our new house.

Hey, hubby. I LOVE YOU. 

hey, can we get 5days mc?

 

Hantaran Deco-Below RM100

Hello ladies.

Happy hol!

I dah mcm sengal duk umah sensorangcuti pjg2 ni..Hubs keje cuti kena freeze even on the CNY. 

I noticed that i kalo duk umah sensorg lelama lepas kahwin ni mmg lain mcm. Meroyan ko tau? *haha*

So ada baik la aku pg opis melayankan masalah negara. tetapi kat opis ada pontianak sunti..Menciiiii!

Ehhh dah la..Hover sungguh intro ini. Maafkan si psiko ini. Huaaaa

Hari ni i nak share dgn uols pasal deco hantaran i yang xsmpai RM100 pun utk 9 dulang..*clap2*

Opcoz la memula i nak fresh flowers kan, ttp bila lagi 2,3 hari nak kawen tu tgk byk la sgt keje kt umah kan..Then cancelkan niat suci murni mengada2 itu..Terus decide pkai artificial je laaa...

Kemudian berlari la i dgn mummy mok2 i ke cowboy melaka itu utk mbeli bunga-bungaan...

Color comboutk deco adalah gold, dark red and champagne.. :)

To tell u the truth lg few days nak kawen ni dhx kuasa nak pk haper2, pk cepat laaa nk nikah...Abaikan la impiannnnn itu..Kdg2 ms jadi b2b ni mmg terlebih impian yg kdg2 bukan murni tp hanyalah nafsu semata-mata..*sukale tu kalo hubs i baca statement i..aww nyampah*

Tgk hasil je la ehhh..gambar in the making dlm hp lama,so x transfer lg..Deco dibuat oleh i, zana (pdhal tlgsikit2 je,nak nama jugak), mummy mok2, aunti inda n her anjaaa..Aunti i ni mmg talented. Kalo yg kat melaka tu nak suh dia arrange sirih dara or hantaran ckp je kat i kayyy..

crepe paper itu adalah hasil lebihan sms engagement..dan small pearl bits tu saje letak sbb dah terbeli..  :p

sy suka sirih dara ini..simple :) bekas kotak itu dibeli rm40 di SSF..murah kan?

ribbon love motive mcm merry christmas lakk ehh..asal bahagia laaa :D

the position of deco also penting utk x nampak sarat kan?agree?angkat kaki!!

ring bearer..gedik kan?dah nak kawen pun feeling tedi bear lg..homaigod!RM30 saja ring bearer itu!now jd deco di bilik!

cokelat kita hangkut dekat amos je laa..ituje yg ada kat melaka :p

kasut dibungkus keranatakut tergolek2..keh3

pandai2 la aunti i gulungkan baju n jeans!i mana pandai T_T

yg ni kitorg kekeringan ideacmne nak susun beg n wallet..last2 mcm wallet x nampak kn?sbb simpan dlm kotak je..haha

Hantaran kitorang 7 berbalas 9..Siap i pesan mil before tunang lg,hantaran fix 7 vs 9..i tamao pening2 byk hantaran sedar nak tambah itu ini..no wayyy..hihi..itu pun kitorg beli brg2 yg btol2 keperluan utk hantaran..

TIP: beli brg hantaran sikit2 kayyy..kalo nak beli selepuk mmg pengsan! like my case we both dh kumpul hantaranbefore engagement lg..hihi :p i think christmas sale is the best time to shop!

ehh boleh tak i nak tunjuk jugak hantaran yg mil n hubs buatkan utk i? sbb my hubs xde adik beradik perempuan,so dia kena la tlg mak dia kan..hehe

mas kahwin, dan cincin! i suka mas kawin digubah bentuk bunga :)

d fruit basket :p

love the combination ofred and green..i guess mmg merry christmas uols!

sirih junjung ada kipas..wat a nice idea!done by the mil's neighbour

artificial flowers alwiz go with ribbons!a MUST.

i think bila brg hantaran tu besar xperlu byk sgt deco..pusing!

see hydrangea yg dipisah2 kan lalu ditampal keliling dulang?

Ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..Nuff said..

Hope it will inspire some of u at least. It wasnt so bad at all pun artificial flowers. 

Jgn meroyan kayyy kalo xdpt fresh flowers..Nnt u menyesal lepas kawen meroyan over small things..Haha..

Alwiz remember that the preps shud be a sweet memory not a burdening-memory!Its all worth the hardship u went thru for the wedding preps but dont let it be too difficult for u n people around!Cheers!

xoxo

ps: nak uruskan rumah tangga dan rumah kediaman lagi susah kay..better prepare urself n financial on that  :-)

Nikah071011: Overview

It's nearly four months after wedding baru nak cerita ekk?

Takpela...For the sake of record my history at my very own writing space..

Nak review2 ni segan laaa pasal my wedding is juz a simple one.. :)

So i will juz briefly tell what happened on my wedd together with pictas.

Let's go by event and will go for further details later.. 

DIY deco easel, signage by FAstPrint..(penat cat easel tu tau)

no platform for solemnization but yes indeed i hv a DIY pelamin bergambar..

my aunt complaint that my bedsheet is too simple,so i letak la fresh flower petals on my bed

simple DIY deco for dressing table..looks so romantic at that night

ehhh, excuse us...the bride and the groom :)

also i letak fresh flower petals dekat kolam di pelamin :)

the dress *wink* DIY beadings by mom n me

doorgift was home made choc by mom's fren..tq cikgu fadhilah!

i dun have any DIY signage..but i think this hang deco is enuff to tell this is a bride's room :p

make-up done by STAGE (vivian)

DIY flower deco on my bed curtain

DIY handbouquet..(daisy gerbera) only costs u rm15

r u looking for customade paper craft?

Add caption

Hello uols.

Happy weekend!

Juz a short entry. If u ever need a customade paper flower, customade greeting cards, wedding guestbook, table centrepiece and even a paper flower hbouquet etc please be honoured to drop by nia's blog.

The outcome alwiz super and crafted with lotsa love and passion..

I truly love the card she made for us. I was like nonstop playing the flower. Hiks

Please drop by uols k. It may give u some wedding diy inspirations.

The link is nia-paperboutique.blogspot.com

Ps: im so jelez (positively) tgat she got the craft machine. I mean is expensive...wuaaaaa..it has to be the last priority i guess...happy long holidays!!!! :-)

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Marriage is REAL thing..R u ready?

Hello dear blog!

It has been soooo long since i write ehh..

So many things to tell upon bout my wedding but time is a big prob now!That can wait,right?
*batting eyelashes*

Well, it has been longggggggggggg too that i particularly have weekends, sadly!

Starting from KAKOM (karnival korikulum kolej matrix) till the new journey in the new workplace I barely remember when was the last time I able to sleep till noon. When and when? And saturday is a working day without prior notice. Dang my head to the wall!

Too much complaints?Nahhhh, u dun hear all stories from me yet. Well u wish u wont right? Haha..

 I love my new department. I learned a lot in this one hell month. Ooops! No, guys. Im not partying nor lazying in this department. You barely have time to look even one sec to your handphone. Ohh yeah..im not lying. Ask my mom and hubby!Too frequent outstations for this ONE hell month. Pity hubs. Though i think he will make do with the fact there is PS3 around. Right hubs?

Enuff bout work. Maybe later.

Well forgive me, i have to tell u a bit bout my current situation as it is related to the main topic. When i said marriage is REAL, it is damn REAL,man! so REAL and sometimes u juz want to knock urself at the wall or pretend that ur in a dream.

I dun have any idea that I have to pick ur undies,dear at this time. hehe. Sorry,sir!

So,allow me to start.

1. Do u love ur husband? Insanely love him. (sooo far, kah!)
2. Do u thing u know him well?I thought so,but Im wrong. Wait till u live together in the same bed. (Serious face)
3. Do u think that u can cope as a wifey? I though that it will be easy pitzy but HELL no ok. Trust me, im an eldest child. I thought I can handle it but sometimes i became crazy over it! (Hugs my hubs tightly)
4. Do u think u can b a good wifey? Yes, I pray for that. I know i can be with provided hubs is very supportive and helpful! (U got 110% for this,hubs)
5. Do u have any idea how to manage ur marriage life? NOOOOO, like seriously. I spent more than 12 hours on working. I felt that i have only little time to do cooking,laundry and spend quality times together with husband. Where is the beautiful me?I am becoming old lady..Ohhhhhhh no.. Ohh yeah,i forgot to mention families.Damn, i need more time please.
6. Can u change? For good reasons, YES. (you have no choice as referring to what u have answered at q3 and q4)
7. Can u be adaptive on families, time, financial and etc once ur married? Ohh YES.. I can do this..Or u will become crazeee,go with the flow and enjoy every moment in ur marriage. (hello highways..i enjoyed passing 150km of u everyday..Pffft!!!...hi SAE, nice of u making stupid schedule i can rarely see my hubs soon..ohh,im aboard in BRP now, and less time at home...bye2 LV tote, see u next two years..hello dryer, i need u so that i can do laundry very fast..ohh "hello mom, i cant go back till the end of the month" (pretend to be normal) but ur freaking feeling guilty head over heels)
8. Can u let go certain of ur single faveret pastime? Wat more can i say. Need i to say that marriage will change u bit by bit without u noticing. But it is okay, ur changed for good,perhaps. This is the starting point where ur life isnt juz about u and urself. No more darlings. (no more reading novel in the bed for the whole day or soundless sleep for the whole day too..)
9. Can you throw tantrums like those before-married days? NO. seriously, u even have to watch out the way u speak to him. U will find urself making sentences juz like the early days u know him.yeahhhhhhh...(berani ko berkasar, dosa kot)
10. Can u expect him to be the same like before u got married? SOMETIMES. but marriage is wonderful. You able to know the other side of him, be it good or bad, Learn to love him for what he is. But never let him take for granted, ask him to love you as what u are. Give both some time and space to steer the journey together. Alwiz be understanding (though it will take the mount to blow for u to understand). Spare patience and strength a lot. (Ask that from Allah s.w.t and hubs shud play this role too).

Marriage is real my dear. It took me to a new life journey. Sometimes i drown myself in this ocean of love.Nevertheless, knowing that hubs is alwiz there with unconditional love u will be strong as u ever need. (or else how can i get myself motivated wakeup early at 5 am to go to work while he is still snoring)

Nevermind u feel down sometimes, thats what life is all about. Live a happy life people. Spread the love. Love each other though tomorrow is the end of the world. Love is a big blessing from God. Bye, for now. See ya..


ps:/ It is not worth any cent although that u have a beautiful wedding ceremony if u juz cant live out of the wedding fantasy. Life after wedding need more planning and other soft skill as compared to the wedding ceremony. Somehow, you will miss the preps. Njoy the preps and dun be soo bridezilla kay. Get helps from others!Be beautiful before and after married, ladies ya!