SOON please!!!!

Tak sabar nak kawen dah. Meluap2 semangat nak kawen bila tgk blogger frens dh kawin eg lisa, put, n lain2..huaa,bila turn i plak...cepat la..i x sabar ni!HARHARHAR!!

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ps/:i wont be around in the office till friday. love it!kah3! (harap bos x bc blog ni)

Reasons im long gone from writing

Hello people in the world!

It has been long and long since i write!

Not that im not updated with the other b2b or ex b2b stories but i juz lost my interest to write an entry.

For many many reasons you know. Lemme list it! WARN you that its gonna be a long long list. Demmit, i give you at least ten la..Fair enuff..Haha

1. Workloads. Blame it to whom?Me or them?
2. I dun do any wedd preps in Ramadhan. Let alone me and God in Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah.
3. Too many hiccups here n there. Im sick of it! I guess i juz cudnt let it out from my heart and type it. Very tiring u know. To get involved in the hiccups and to tell about it even more tiring. Lol!
4. Worried bout my wedd dress for his side and guess what my insticnt is so strong. It didnt turn out to be like what I wanted. Pretty ugly I tell ya. And unfortunately its my fave fabric. Man,its goocee!The reality is killing me. Now, i can really say Ohhh my goocee!Arghh..
5. Bz with Hari Raya. Well, though there is not a single guest allowed to come to my family rent house xcept for chuan but im still a buzy bee helping mummy for Hari raya. We managed to bake 3 types of cookies. Ehem, WE?WE? My mom gonna make her smirk face to me! haha! The truth I only help her buying the ingredients, commenting, tasting and bla bla bla...Mama, what happen to our muffin? Lol!
6. Bz again helping my bro for his uni admission preps. This one took a lot lot away energy from me. Not too mention it drained out my money too. Haha. I'd do anything to see my bro happy in his uni days esp 1st sem! Hey bro,make sure u do the same to adik. My bro alwiz be a lampi person in managing his own life but turn out to be so called legend hero in game. Yes,in playing games esp cabal whatshit. I juz cant stop laughing when he requested us to allow him to stay together with chuan. sorry bro,this time ur trick aint going anywhere. Well he wanted to stay there of coz there's a super laju internet connection and another reason is cuan (Gamer too).
7. Bz again and again moving some of my things from piah's crib back to my house again. Juz realized I have lotsa baju (5 minutes only and then I forgot).
8. Started my wedd preps again. Lotsa thanks to my family,hubster and frens esp Zana. My weekends are full with the wedd preps related activities. I started to feel bored okeh. Cant wait to be a wifey soon. Hiks.
9. Ohh ya,i somehow choose to write the wedd inv card rather than writing a new entry. hehe. At last,im in victory. But excuse me,i have not send all the wedd inv card to colleagues juz yet. Yes, though they are in the same building with me. Blame it on the reason no 1 again. They made me occupied and I had to sacrifice my lunch time to write on the wedd inv card. So whoever waiting for my wedd card,please be patience. Im so sorry.
10. I juz need some alone space to cool down before i write again. I dun want to talk crap in this blog. I dun want to write shit on my wedd preps. Piah once told me that this wedd prep memory going to be a sweet memory after the wedd. Well, at least please. Time, money and energy have been supplied to the wedding. Hope it can cherish my love relationship with lotsa lotsa love forever. 

Well, wedding preps taught me so many things. I had my lessons. From a stone cold head I became a more more patience person. But sometimes i still got blown up! Yes yes. Regretted it sometimes. I juz cant endure the stress.  Am looking forward to the solemnization. Like seriously. I juz want everything to end all soon and lemme be the beautiful wifey to the handsome hubster. Wanna start our life together very very soon with the truthful knots and be blessed by no other God, Allah swt.

ps:/ im happy to see more things that can be slashed frow the wedd checklist. gonna updates the preps. well,if i keen to. haha. bye,all. love ya!

Homesick+Keje+Raya+ Kawen+Rindoo=tido+makan byk+mixed feelings

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!

bolehkah aku berdialog begini dgn pengarah?

Toooooooooooolongg! aku teramat homesick kala ini. DAMN! padahal br pagi ni smpai ponti kan. Melampau kau ika. Dasar x bersyukur!Cepat minta ampun!Pergh, cmne la nak ikut cuan g keje kat dubaii. Tiap hari aku nanges kat tepi tingkap. Eh?Drama betolll! Office sgt sunyi dan sepi. Student and lecturer semua dh start cooti. Tggal management and support staff je. Support staff bz gotong royong. Staff aku dicuri lagi. Heh. Xpe,janji bukan aku yg kena gotong royong.

Kesunyian ini menambahkan perasaan homesick aku.Pagi tadi semasa sahur aku dah merengek dgn mama xmau balik ponti, xmau pg keje. (Apa ko ingat ini sekolah ika?). Mcm biasa mama mesti melayan anak perempuan sorg ni. Hehe. Tapi dipaksa juga aku pg keje. Hari ni mama cuti jadi lagi melekit aku nak balik ponti tgk dorg ramai2 kat umah. 

Raya xlama je lagik kan?Baru la last weekend aku sebok2 cr baju raya aku yg dicampak dgn jayanya akibat kegemokan tidak muat baju lantas mencampak sejauh2 mungkin baju rayaku. Dan aku merasa begitu success bila mampu mengetappp dgn kemas semua butang baju rayaku semalam. Tetapi. . ...Ecehceh..Perut ada slack sikit. Iskkkk3!Xpe spanx kan ada! (ayat sedap hati) Weiii korg,aku turun sekilo okehhh. Please clap for me!Yooohoo!gedix ko!

Semalam aku pusing satu melaka mencari baju mak pengantin yg glamor ni harammm xde satu yg dia berkenan. aku tergelak sorg2 je. Hover kayyy mama aku. Lagi susah rupanya cari baju mama dr cari baju kawen aku. hehehe...Baju raya adik pun belum beli lagi. Wahhh tahun ni semuanya lagging belaka. Adakah disebabkan oleh wedding prep ku?Hoho. Anyhoo,raya tahun ini x semewah tahun lepas. Al maklum, hari perkahwinan bakal menjelang x lama lagi. Sila ikat perut sikit ika. Sobssssss.

Arghh!Otakku sekarang pk nak cepat2 nikah je...Baru la agaknya rasa kurang sikit risau dan beban. Walaupun keje melambak di atas meja tp otakku asik ingat kawen kawen kawen. gatal noks? Bukan x sabar tp juz nak cepat2 jd pasangan cap halal gitu. Ehh?Sama la tu kan dgn x sabar. Hiks!I juz cant describe the feelings but i rea want it to happen soon. Faster please Mr. Time.

Chuan said im a psycho. Lagi nak kawen lagi keluar perangai psycho aku. Hahahahaha. Im kinda have mixed feelings ya know, I think all b2b ada this kind of feelings. Esp when the wedding is juz around the corner. Ypu tend to be more manja, attention seeker (to him only), sensitive and rindoooooooo sgt even tho he's juz right beside you. Ohhhhhh my. Never thought that I could be like this.

pray hard that i wouldn't end up like this

Well, the workload has become too dear too company these few weeks and it's going to be like that till the end of year. I juz cant do anything bout it. What i can do is juz be patience, and cope with it. Like i alwiz said I wonder who's the gomen servant yg rileks,xde keje? tell me plez?

My target this week;

• System Procurement Proposal. Hope that we will get the new system.
• Karikatur Kemerdekaan --------->>>Looking forward to this
• KIK -------------------->> Run wamp server 
• RnD ------------------>>> Habiskan literature review
• Takwim 2011 ------------------->>>Analysis report
• Top Mgmt Meeting's Minute ------>>>Restructure ayat balik

Anyhoooo, aku rasa sgt mengantok sekarang. mahu tido sih!!mahu makan juga. makan sedap sedap.

ps:/ semalam syahdu je rasa bila berjalan berdua dgn mama, berpimpin tgn, gelak2, buat lawak budus...arghh,apakah lepas kawen masih berpeluang sebegini. PLEASE!!!!!i still wanna b my mom's lil princess!My mother's ever beautiful princess!!!

So there is Chuan. . .

" it's going to be less than two months. we went thru ups and downs together. looking forward to be his real companion in this world and in the after world".

ps: the closer the wedd, the more i miss(psycho) him.

The Drama of Reception Dress

Hi darling2 semua ^_~

How's ur puasa so far??

Ke ada yg belum kesempatan berpuasa? :-P

Mine so far so gud. 

Berusaha seboleh yang mungkin untuk beramal. Yelah, di samping dapat pahala kita boleh melatih diri utk lebih istiqamah kan kan?

Apa pun i harap semuanya baik-baik sahaja esp b2b yg xlama lagi je menjelang perkhawinan mereka.

Mesti tgh berdebar dan bermacam perasaan kan..

Well, wat about with other b2b?How's ur preps?

Mempunyai drama seperti saya??Hiks!

Sebelum ini, perancangan adalah pernikahan dan majlis dalam satu hari yang sama.

Juga merancang yang tidak akan bersanding di kedua - dua majlis.

Benarlah kata orang, kita hanya merancang.

Tempat resepsi saya bertukar. Bukan lagi di rumah. Hanya pernikahan shj di rumah. InsyaALLAH.

Lalu saya haruslah mencari sepasang baju lagi untuk resepsi. 

(ohhh pening)

Oleh kerana sudah byk berbelanja utk dua pasang baju(nikah & tandang) yang lain, jadi saya harus cut corner sedikit utk baju resepsi. Sedih? Tidak lah. Kebetulan saya memang teringin nak pakai songket bunga tabur. Ingin kelihatan cantik seperti mama saya ketika perkhawinana mama. Lengkap dengan dokohnya, tali pinggangnya, sanggul lintang.

Ohh yaaaa. I like it. Call me lame but i still like it.

Songket murah pelbagai pilihan haruslah ke City One Plaza bukan?
Telah beberapa kali saya ke sana dan seringkali merengek dgn mama melihat persalinan songket kontemporari dgn kain meleret. *suka suka*

Once i rea like the one at the Silver Star tapi sudah tiada lagi bajunya. Plus size di situ M atau L sahaja. We have to alter. Customade pun ada tp ntah la kenapa sy berat hati mahu customade di Silver Star.

Then we went from shop to shop like Bright Sail and other tapi colour tiada yang saya suka. Ohh saya kalau mahu colour itu mahu itu jugak. *gediks*

Yang saya mahu songket putih dan silver tapi nan ado. Saya hanya jumpa putih emas. Tak berapa cantik. Namun saya menjumpai satu warna yg saya perasan cantekkksss. Hehe.

Warna lemak ketam (kuning pink-two tone) berkait benang emas.

Kedai yang saya beli kain songket ini juga menawarkan perkhidmatan tailoring. Plus harganya cukup menawan dan dijanjikan seminggu sahaja sudah siap. Terus saya bersetuju.

Of coz kena marah dgn papa sebab saya bilang pd papa mahu beli yang ready made shj. Terus saya bg alasan pd minggu berikutnya saya outstation di Kl, so boleh lah saya ambil persalinan ini. Kemudian proses mengambil ukuran pun berlaku dan haruslah saya tanya soalan bonus pada akak itu.

'Boleh test tengkolok pada tunang saya?Sebab kepala dia besar sedikit. Songkok pun kena customade'.
Uhuk3! (love u syg)

Lucky that muat kalo x kaciwaaaaaa la saya kannnnnn..

Ntah kenapa saya tergerak hati untuk tidak membayar semua harga persalinan ini wpun bercadang sedemikian. Kemudian saya sekali lagi bertanya pada akak itu betulkah akan siap seminggu. Dan jawapannya haruslah IYE dikkk.

Selasa pada minggu hadapannya saya pun menelefon akak itu bertanyakan perihal baju saya. Saya memperkenalkan diri saya dan beritahu warna kain saya dan design yang sy nak(design sy pelik cikit).

Jawapannya "Sudah dik. Bila adik nak dtg fitting?' . Kemudia saya pun melonjak2 dalam hati dan berkata Jumaat la kak. Pagi nanti saya dtg.

Kebetulan minggu itu chuan on night duty thats why la we rea nak pegi fitting on Friday sebab saya berada di KL dan dia free waktu siang.

Kalo cuan on day shift memang la susah. Harus amek cuti. No No No. Byk cuti telah diambil.
Perlu simpan utk hal-hal lain.


Pagi jumaat itu saya pun bangun dengan awalnya dan pergilah ke butik itu dengan chuan.

Tapi apa yang saya dapat??

"eh baju adik belum siaplah. Akak tersilap. akak ingatkan orang lain"

Ohhh tidak!I feel like shit at that time! Seriously!Sape yg xmarah?I all the way from johor okehh which is about 5 hours drive. (eh mcm ko yg drive, pdhal driver).


Anyhoo I managed to calm down at that particular time. Dengan tegas i minta akak tu siapkan la apa rupa baju tu utk fiance and i fitting. Aku x kira la x berjahit pun baju tu berpin je ke janji aku fitting. Dasar!!!!

While that kitorg pg la round jalan TAR, KLCC smpai ptg nan ado akak tu kol. Cissss! Kali ni ko mmg sengaja kak. Kan aku dah pesan call aku kalau apa2. Mengamuk la aku secara professional di kedai itu.

Last2 dia janji esok ptg akan siap. ayat aku masa tu "ini janji apa?Melayu ke islam?kalo janji melayu akak sy xmau dah percaya". Dasattttt mulut ko ika. Kejam. Lantak. 

Esoknya pagi2 kitorg shoot pre wedding smpai kul 11. makan makan dah tghari. Still no news from akak tu. Then kitorg plak ngantuk tahap gaban so dua2 balik tdo dulu. Ptg kol akak tu dia kata dh siap. Seee????X reti nak kol customer. Sakit kepala aku!

full dress tggu october nnt yer ~_^

Overall, aku puas hati la dgn jahitan kedai ni. Walaupun dalam masa sehari jahitan dia mmg kemas. And aku suka cara dia gabungkan bunga tabur dgn kerawang di kain aku. Nice!!! Harga reasonable! CUMA service la lemau kan..Maybe korg boleh try,mungkin nasib aku yg terkena mcm tu.

Hmmmm, masa wedding preps ni banyak dugaan. Mula-mula aku selalu sedih. Tapi lama2 aku fikir,ini ujian tuhan. Aku perlu redha dan bersabar. Seterusnya menjadi kuat dgn kasih sayangNYA. Come to think of it, im surprised with myself. Aku xla bridezilla seperti yg aku expect. Mungkin aku dah xlarat or malas n redha jer. Mungkin. Ye mungkin.  *_*


Hence,mana2 b2b yg lain boleh la amek pengajaran di sini. Ini lah dugaan. Bukan senang nak mengerjakan sesuatu yg baik. Dan jgn lah kita terlandas dari matlamat yg sebenar iaitu pernikahan. Tak kesah lah kalo yg kita impikan x tercapai tp sekurang-kurangnya kita sudah berusaha. Kita harus bersyukur dgn rezeki yg Allah beri. Itu yang terbaik utk kita tanpa kita sedar.

K la....papai semua..Mooochh*Mooochhhh*

SPANX-review

Haluuuuuuuuuuuuuu guys!

Im gonna wrote a short entry on SPANX.

Yes, peeps. 

Im one of the buyers.

Ask me WHYYYYY??? (sensitive issue)

Due to my bad eating habits i ended with big bulging tummy which is not supernice for a bride to be who like to wear a so called snow white dress.

C'mon guys, who doesnt want to look pretty?

Ohh not to say that im not pretty though (coughing, uhuk2), but pretty face with big bulging tummy in her wedding dress? That's pathetic. Im scared org akan ckp "ehh ika ni pehal perut bulat, belum kawen lagiii"!

Ohhh NO NO NO. (penat dah kena kutuk at workplace sbb dah tembammm)

So mind you that although u already bought SPANX but  u still have to care upon ur food taking kayyyy.

SPANX is not capable to make you slimmer without controlling any food taking or exercise.

(coughing again)

Seriously, SPANX gonna hide your wicked fat but not gonna burn any of it.

SPANX not gonna hide your tummy/fat 100% but somehow you will look in well define shape.

Another good thing about SPANX ni, mula2 pakai u akan rasa something ketaaatttttt kat perut kay. Dek keranan keketatan itulah u ollss akan mengurangkan pemakanan anda sedikit demi sedikit. lol!

Serious i xtipu. Dari seorang raksasa nasi full time sekarang menjadi part timer sahaja. Dan hasilnya kurang la lilitan lemak sebanyak 2 cm je. (clap3 for me!)

Anyhoo, Spanx ni ada menyediakan lubang berpatutan utk aktiviti berpatutan ttp ikut selera masing2 la kan. 

(xleh blah lar to use the provided hole)

Overall, SPANX mmg comfort as promised. Mmg give you a better shape look! 

Xde dah adidas kat tepi badan (lemak 3 tingkat).

And seamless ok! SEAMLESS di perut dan di punggung kita yang comel gituuuuu..

So, sesiapa yang nak beli silaaaaaaakannn!

in power line super higher power spanx-RM165 from KERRY

ps: tq to my saaaayang for buying me SPANX. (nampak nau dia nak perut aku flat kan) 

:-)

How to fill an empty glass?With stone or sand?

Hi babes.

Syukur Alhamdulillah,minggu ini semangat saya pulih sedikit demi sedikit.

Berbalik pada tajuk di atas..

How to fill an empty glass?With stone or sand?

My father did asked me this q.

Well i answered with stone first then sand.

Ayah saya bertanya sebegitu kerana melihat saya kelam kabut dan stress dgn persiapan perkhawinan.

Morale of the story is, selesaikan hal/isu yg besar dahulu baru la pikir yang kecil2 spt arche, doorgift, handbouquet, blablabla.

Baiklah pa! 

Syukur kepada Allah s.w.t saya telah berjaya menyelesaikan beberapa perkara seperti wedding card, photographer, insya Allah tempat resepsi.

Doakan saya rakan2 b2b dan ex-b2b.

DANGER: mode malas in related w-day preps

Haluuuuu semua..

I seriously xde mud nak wat paper in related kawen thingy.

Rasa mcm bosan n booooooring jer..Muak pun yer. Putus asa? Hampir..

Apakah?apakah?apakah yg melanda diri?

Emosi sungguh minggu ni.

Mungkin inilah dugaan ku utk berkhawin.

I noe! I noe! ada org lg besar cabaran dia but sometimes when it helpless, it's HELPLESS!

Asal melaka.

Parents di melaka.

Bakal pengantin perempuan di Pontian.

Bakal pengantin lelaki di Nilai.

Bakal pengantin perempuan punya masa utk uruskan wedding di kala hujung minggu sahaja.

Bakal pengantin lelaki pula sememangnya berkerja hari sabtu. FULL DAY. lucky enuf blum start syif malam.

Bayangkan la manusia berdua ni hanya punya limited time utk survey and discussing.

YES, we do have technology. But its not the same tau talking on the fon dengan discuss face to face.

I nak survey barang2 kawin ni, pontian ni jauh la gak dr JB. sejam la jugak. Bercinta la nak pg ke sana.

Ini belum lagi dikira hal lain-lain.

(kena jadi volleyball manager smpai november la, nak kuruskan badan lagi, keje2 ad hoc ni,etc)
 

Arghhh..stress tau..fiance asik pesan jgn stress, jgn stress, jgn stress..

Iye,iye,iye la en. tunang.

Tapi hakikatnya?

Hanya tuhan yang tahu hatiku ini.

YA ALLAH, kau permudahkan lah segala urusan ku.

Kau berkati lah aku dengan limpahan rahmatMu, dan berikan la aku kekuatan dan kesabaran mengharungi segalanya.

AMIN.

ps: risau jugak pasal en. tunang, xlama lagi ada DCA oral engine, QA lagi.huhu. SOBSS