Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Pembunuh Kucing tanpa Niat


Anyone...

Please help me...im so STRESS...i juz hit a kitten n dia mati...

wuarghhhhhhh..i takut n trauma sgt..

few days back ada sekor kucing ni bawa thre kittens kat umah i..

so i bela la,bg mkn.. (xsmpai hati)

arini i nak kuar makan i xperasan si black tu kat tayar...

tbe2 dgr bunyi...

n i pun mcm nak pengsan tgk kitten tu mati...

terus xde selera nak g makan..

tp sbb dh janji dgn bos, pg jugak..

otw g beli cangkul..

balik kebumikan kitten tu,baca doa sikit..

still trauma..

feeling guilty..

someone plez help to ease me feeling...


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Free blog header adalah kerana melukis sendiri!

Yup!smalam di kala malam selepas pulang bersopping makanan (lama x sopping baju) di econsave..

hasilnya ini..tadaaaaaaaaa





di atas ini yg dilukis oleh aku...inspired from gucci lace aku..lace hitam tp beaadings pink..oleh sbb aku ni "mahir" sangat melukis, aku buat je la bulat2 utk menggambar baju wedding aku..while baju chuan pun not precise as what he intend to wear..actually dia nak tempah black mandarin collar suit, grey vest, white shirt, and pink tie to match with me..tp aku lukis ikut suka aku jer la..lol! :p

nak dijadikan cerita aku pun berlagak dgn cuan harini aku melukis guna paint!yayyyyyyyyy! (read:gayat nak mampos) dia pun melihat hasil 'painting' aku..dan bermula la sesi mengejek aku..n guess what he even offfered to draw another one.. (nk compete lar tuh) cisss!aku pun on ajer..sekali dia smpai malam kot x makan duk melukis..dan di bawah adalah hasilnya..keh2..he described the baju much better than me..baju aku blink2 mcm tu la..tgk si cuan siap ada letak kerlipan lg..haha..tp satu yg xtepat, xde veil..xpe dimaafkan..


(hekeleh baju xde lengan lak kan..)

jadi seharusnya aku pun menukar la kembali blog header ku....sweet la konon..appreciate yg tersayang..sila belajar menabur pahala dr sekarang.. :p


Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Wedding Dress - 1st step



Hi gilrzzzzz.. (mcm ramai je bc blog ni kan)
Ok..sedikit update pasal my wedding dress.

I update nikah dress jer dulu..becuz pix kain reception pd fiance tersayang.....

kita milestone dulu erk..

19 mac 2011.

  • dikejutkan oleh fiance.wpun dia tdo di luar, i dlm bilik..dia kejut pkai talipon okeh!!! :p
  • memasak barangan segera spt nugget,drummet, meatball utk seisi umah..
  • bersiap ke gulatis batu pahat
  • fiance yg drive (ganas dia drive hari tuh)
  • kena mara dgn fiance sbb ckp slow sgt masa bg direction (pdhal aku mamai br bgn tdo)
  • smpai gulatis terus amek kain gucci french lace ku..yay!!!
  • bermula pencarian material utk baju nikah..
  • kecewa teramat material yg baru smpai didnt suit my taste..demmmm..i siap dh termimpi2 yg cntik2 punya..
  • round satu gulati belek kain satu2
  • membuli si tusher dgn menyuruh dia bawa turun semua kain yg disukai (byk yg amat ok)
  • terjumpa 3d plain italian silk..cantik sgt..i chose gold colour..but anyhow x jadi amek sbb lerang 45..i wanted to make a dress, hence i need kain with 60 inch lerang supaya kembangan kain cantik..
  • si tusher masih tidak putus asa lg dgn kerenah ku
  • kemudian cuba melihat2 chiffon silk semula kot ada berkenan colournya
  • sebab malas nak survey kain kat tempat lain aku amek gak chiffon silk + italian trusardi colour very light brown and gold...
  • smbil melihat2 baju,mama bawa kfc ke gulatis dek kerana fiance lapar..
  • bayar segala ongkos kain2
  • tinggalkan kain ela fiance utk buat baju melayu nikah
  • gerak ke simpang renggam
  • berjumpa kak li (tailor ku)
  • berbincang design baju nikah yg diidamkan...
  • berbincang colour beads n pearl utk nikah dress
  • balik umah...pg siap2 ke dini's majlis berinai..
  • gucci lace akan ditempah kemudian kerana serabut pada hari tu gara2 memilih material nikah...
  • bungkusan yg diterima bila kita melayangkan duit
  • cant get any cuter than tis.lol!
  • keletihan smpai tertido selepas beli kain
  • the design..i hope for the best


    the nikah theme colours
  • two happy people ^_^

    somehow,my auntie didnt like the colours.but who cares?haha..i juz dun give a damn anymore. i bought it n i am gonna wear it on my matrimony.. :) i dun have any energy or time left to go haunting kain...no wayyyyyyy!

    nevertheless of what people think, i love the gold colour. i think it rea suit with me n cuan. i dun want any bright or bold colours for the matrimony..also not interested with other colours such as grey,blue, turqoise, pink, white n etc.

    gold is juz nice in the middle between the dark and light colours. i alwiz tell myself the nikah dress design is quite complicated. i have to play mix n match in haunting the kain. but, ada aku kisah?jahit!sila jahit!jejahit2! :p

    cant wait till it is ready!

    thats all for now.. *sleepy*

    nite ^_~


1001 cerita

dun worry..im not going to tell ya 1001 stories.. :p

its hv been long since i update my blog n my wedding preps as well..

hiks!bz?pretty much!

i went to pre wedding course last weekend.

two days okeh?dem it.. :p (g bercuti bermalam2 xpe,kusus kawen xleh lak erh?keji tol)

kursus tu dr pagi smpai ke petang..both days..penat tak usah ckp lar..smpai hari ni terasa penat bahana x cukup rest..

but well i got a lots of extra info during the course.

n even ada pameran pengantin this weekend in melaka.

I suppose not as great as in kl..but dun be judge mental..lets see how it is.. :)

after the course we went to fiance's house to show the recption's fabric to my pil..

alhamdulillah they liked it very much..mil was so xcited with the lace. im so glad both mothers love the kain same like me..kurang satu kepeningan..hehe..speaking of that i haven't upload any photos of my kain!!later lar..hiks!

we also went to azam tailor but unfortunately they closed on sunday..demmmmmmmmm!!!haha..anyhow, we visited kamdar (next to azam tailor) to heal the frustration..we surveyed the material for guys suit. we already surveyed in gulatis before and very2 pricey..gucci lace is much way cheaper..can u imagine the suits material is about 700/metre!hell!since we are not goddamn rich, we cant consider that into our budget..unless the suits only require 2metres.ahaks!in ur dream ika!nnt laki ko half naked lak kannn...

the kamdar somehow offer very fair price but somehow i felt that it is very unfair to buy the material in kamdar as the price different between my baju n his baju is so faaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrr ok! (pity him as he has to pay quite a lot of money for my baju but xkan dia punya murah lak kan)

hurmmm,sumtimes i feel like malas nak kawen..so many things to do..n its not ez to be in my situation..i feel sad regularly when my wishes cant become true..yeah..all of us have unique idea for our wedding but not all of the dreams will come true ya knowwwwwwwww.. (read: baca dgn nada stress) its not that im not thankful but its my wedding..can you please consider my wishes?now that im fedup n i juz go with the flow (big wavve one i tell u)..hiks..

watever it is im glad that i have my mum, pil, brothers, bff and of coz fiance..

last week i have been complaining too much about fiance..as now he has changed lil by lil..im glad n sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo in love with him..ahakz, me also try to change to the better k?not juz him! i can see now the husband features in him..hiks! i tell ya, i can talk anything to him.. from the happy to the bad things..we will try to settle it together.. hope we will remain like this forever..sobs!


i cant wait to go the wedding exhibition..this is my first time.. :) (jakunnya)..hope mum can join me..tension nya aku kalo kena pg sorg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyhow, tadi i got to know that there is an event on the saturday nite..everyone has to invilve.wat????modaphacar!!


i am now thinking for an excuse not to go to the event. please, im not trying to escape from work..but please,its weekend n i need to go to the exhibition..information is power ya know???plus, my pinggan semasa tunang still x berkemas..sian mama i nak kena wat sorg..

urghhhhhh!!!!how ek?wat excuse to be used???anyone plez?

Monday, March 28, 2011

10 kesedihan

  1. sedih yang amat kerana tidak cukup rehat ~sigh
  2. sedih kena drive ke pontian awal pagi..arghhhhhhh
  3. sedih ari ni terlambat masuk keje...xsuka!!!!!!!!!
  4. sedih ada 2 meeting hari ini.......wooooooooo!
  5. sedih meeting pertama memeningkan..dem!
  6. sedih kerana sofia xde hari ni..cepat la balik piah oiiii!
  7. sedih kerana dikelilingi org yg GK!huhu
  8. sedih kerana ASB ku..wuarghhh
  9. sedih kerana berjauhan dgn cuan..yanggg,imu!
  10. sedih lambatnya jumaat ni..nak jumpa mama..huahuahua..(nk kemas pinggan tunang pun yer)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

RINDU

rindu giler kat mama.

rindu gila kat cuan.

huhu..

mggu ni kursus kawen.

adeh.malas.

biasanya buat apa kan kat kursus kawen?

arini bz dengan pemantauan.

aku dipantau tadi.

mcmc2 dia tnya.

ada yg aku jawap dgn excellent, ada yg aku jawap sambil melari2kan tajuk.

hahahaha..

kerana nak cover line..

kih2..

ada report yg x siap lg..

bosan rrr wattakwim ni.

malas nak ngadap excel nih.

wuargggggggggghhhhhhhhh...

syg, i rindu u.......mggu ni kiter tgk wyg plezzz.. (sambil buat gaya jakun)

friday, plez come to me quickly!

Friday, March 18, 2011

Dugaan so called "darah manis"



Ahakz!

Ini entry berani mati beb!

Mau lepas ni kena ketuk dengan si cuan.

Semalam alkisah nya aku emo la kan dgn si cuan.

Mana la tak nya, aku suh dia cari design baj
u dia nak pkai masa majlis umah dia nnt.

Dia leka2 (aku kata la) tp dia kata mana dia ada leka2.

Dah x pasal2 kitorg bergaduh.

Emo la aku kan, aku penat2 pk pasal baju kawen ni. siap guide dia mcm ne nak cari n bgtau dia cari info pasal sabtu ni kan nak g amek kain aku kat gulatis. Boleh beli sekali kain utk dia buat baju idaman dia tuh. Dah la lain pesen nya, sbb tu aku minta dia cr gamba n info lebih sikit.

Emo plak mamat tuh. A
ku apatah lagi kan.

Ngadu la aku kat si piah. Piah pun ngadu l
a kat aku bnda yg lebih kurang sama.

agaknya org laki mcm ni kot.

dia x minat nak layan benda cmni. mana cool werh layan pasal kawen. layan pasal game, kereta, gadjet lagi best. bos
an kot pasal kawen ni.

huh!

jangan bagi aku bosan sudey..kalo aku dah start bosan, tuhan jer lar yg tau mahluk apa ada dalam badan aku. degil sungguh jadinya aku nnt!

korg x caya?

test arrr.. :p

x pun tanya la
encik tunang aku.

dia dah rasa azab kedegilan
aku selama setahun.

semalam ngan pagi tadi aku asik ingat je dua ayat ni; "harap ika jadi menantu yg baik yer" (kata mak cuan pd ku semasa peluk aku on my e
-day) & "i promise you to be a gud wife and companion to u" (kata aku kepada cuan, nampaknye menjerat diri sendiri!)

hahhhhhhhh!amek ko!

atas dasar ayat2 berkenaan la aku nak gak tpon
utk kejut si cuan tu bgn tdo pagi tadi. kalo x, kemsalam.

tengahari tadi boleh plak aku sambung bertekak dengan dia.

hurm
mm..

anggap je la aku nga period, jadi aku emo lebih dari dia.

ci
s...

REDHA jer la!!!!

kata terima sead
anya ka
n. layan kan je lar.

malam ni dia dtg umah sewa aku kat pontian dgn bapak aku.

kalo ikutkan hati aku nak je empuk dia dengan kuali aku yang besar tuh!

sayang punya pasal aku cancel la plan aku yg superb tuh.

NOTE to CUAN:

i lapppppppppppp u bebeh...but u dun test test me arr..im crazy u noe..


sudah! aku nak buang yg keruhhhhh, amek yang jerrrrrrnihhhhh!!!

esok nk pegi dini kawen.

dini lar yg btanggungjawab kenalkan aku dgn cuan pada 7 tahun lepas.

TQ dini kerana ko mhadiahkan aku lelaki yg pal
ing superb, cool, hensem, baik sgt, penyayang and degil suam2!

lepas gi dini kawen, nak pg gulatis kat batu pahat. na
k amek segala kain kitorang n pegi tempah.

hope dapat s
etel cepat.

sebelum aku malas nak buat paper.

hahahaha

serius dalam mode godzilla!

ng
eh2!


sebelum tu meh aku tunjuk si cuan nak pkai baju cmner


kredit to pakcik google. kalo x silap ini kat jb. cantik kan?

baru lar aku tau nape org asik cakap kat aku semoga dapat mengharungi cabaran semasa berdarah manis. ini rupanya. insya ALLAH i can go thru this.

i alwiz love him to the bits!n i really wanna bite him!!! :p

ps:/ xsabar nak jumpa dia..rindu..dah boleh bayangkan nnt muka dia kalo aku buat x reti jer dgn dia malam ni..mesti muncung sedepa.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

baju yg aku SUKA tp cuan kena BAYAR nnt

Helo girls!

I heart these dresses.

Pix taken from rinssuzana.com.

Plez browse the web!

They had superb package.
I juz love this sooo much!

I heart the pleated



I heart the kebaya!superb cut!

See the detailing?simple yet focusing at the chest!i loikee!


I fancy the idea of two pieces and flowy2!


Im drooling over these dresses!!How i wish to wear those on my BIG day! Theres another one can can dress by http://www.rinssuzana.com which i HEART the most okeh! the rent is 2k if im not mistaken. Mr. fiance gonna sweat all over hearing this! Hehe.. :-p

Lets juz hope that I will wear something nice! PRAY for me girls! daaa.....~

My engagement - Review

Hi people!

Erm,, how should i start this?

First and foremost I warn u that my engagements is juz a small celebrations. I dun hire any OP but it turned out to be there are many OP on that day..Hahaha! Im stil waiting pix from abg farouk (my bil) and Uncle Din. I bet they have the best pix as they conquered from the others. Hihi  :-)

1. Make up

perut i slim!YAY!
STAGE makeup. Have u ever heard of it? The brand has been official make up for last years AJL i think. I forgot. Well, I bought make up from them and there is where I got to know they also offer make over service. Since my engagement started at 10 am, so I ask them to come over my home! Well, this is my second time been make up by STAGE. Overall i like it despite the fact that im so tired waiting for Vivian (the MUA) to betolkan my kening. She's a perfectionist in her work. Any B2B in Melaka interested for her service, juz email me ya..Reasonable price ya noe! The make up was very thin I tell ya but yet stunning. Another fact is, I dun like to wear the eyelashes. Though that, the eyelash made my eyes look bigger u see!



2. Outfit

I love the way it falls
Well, I did wear the dark green kurung modern. I made it few months before we decided to engage. The fabric was bought from Gulatis (my fave) and was sent to my auntie's boutique. Thought of keeping it for any official functions but engagement also can be counted as one of the officials aite? hehe...The bottom A line skirt was a two tone chiffon. As the queen of that day, I also wear my personal own Dokoh. For hijab, I chose to wear syria and then cover by the pleated shawl. I did add a pear head band into the syria as if its a small crown. Hiks :p

see? I juz selit je the pearl cekak.

I hope u can see the two tones :p

3.Hantaran

Believe it or not I dun have any pix on that? HAHAHAHA! At least for now la. I told ya im still waiting pix from my bil and uncle.  I gave cuan's side 5 baskets which include the potpouri, fruits, choc n biscuits, cake and hadis. Was suppose to give him sirih dara but the flowers x cantik plak masa pagi tuh, so i changed it to cake. The cake was meant for the potong2 kek moment but what to do erh? :p I cant wait to show ya guys the choc n biscuits basket i made for him. So cute. Wait for it ok, later i will find the pix. Hiks!

I have noting else to comment. Im thankful for the helps received from famiy n frens on that day. What most important is, I have been engaged! Yay!!! Lega werhhh! No words can describe my feeling..Im juz grateful!



after sarung cincin
burry is classic (fauwaz, 2011)
the frog prince and the princess :p

with ma mami n daddy!

gedix time with mami
gedix time with cuan! lol!
oopps!lupa lak si tukang basuh pinggan!penting woo! :p

ps/: piahh,mana gmbar kita??ohh yeah, i ada ng doorfift for everyone lupa lak kat mana letak gmbarnye..nnt la erh i citer pasal doorgift. :p

Saturday, March 12, 2011

My maid of honour (s)

Without them my e-day wont be as it turned out to be.

Grateful to have them.

They are my best of besties back in school, matrix, uni and work.

Njoy the pix!
with wani
with zana
with algojo (wani) :p

i heart this pix
to the right (pots, betik, cuan, wani, me n wani) where's zana?
while waiting for his rombongan

They help me by doing lap pinggan, hidang lauk, pakaikan inai, siap2kan i, layan tetamu n etc..

Love u guys to the bits!

Big TQ to them for alwiz being there besides me.

ps/: nak belikan dorg baju warna pe erk utk wed nnt?

Bolognese Sauce

Halu!

Wat a lovely saturday!

I have been a gud girl today!

I woke up early, cooking and doing laundry.

Then I fell asleep when reading novel.

I juz love my day!

I dun want the weekend ends!

Btw, I wud like to share a recipe.

It's bolognese sauce.

Well, u can eat it with either spaghetti, macaroni or fettucini! (dun mind my spelling)

Here's the steps;

1st, cut the red onions into dice shape.


Next, cut tomatoes into dice shape too!








Then cut the buton mushroom into slices.






Wash the minced beef.







Other ingredients;

Cili boh/cili kering mesin
White pepper & Black Pepper
Parsley
*u can replace this with tomato paste

i used macaroni since boring lak mkn spaghetti :p

How to;

  1. Panaskan periuk and letak sedikit minyak. (Lebih kurg cukup utk tumis bawang n cili) I used 1senduk kecik.
  2. Tumis bawang smpai naik bau and then 2 sudu besar cili boh/cili kering mesin smpai garing.
  3. Masukkan 1 botol kimball spaghetti sauce or 1 tin tomato paste.
  4. Masukkan tomato yang telah dipotong td.
  5. Biarkan sekejap. (sampai hirisan tomato itu cair)
  6. Masukkan sliced button mushroom.
  7. Bila most of the diced tomato tu dah cair, masukkan minced beef.
  8. Tunggu smpai daging betol2 masak.
  9. Jgn lupa garam n perasa. Letak sedikit serbuk black pepper and white pepper.
  10. Sementara tu rebus la macaroni.
  11. Potong parsley untuk hiasan.
  12. Setelah kuah mendidih,pastikan daging betol masan dan boleh diangkat untuk dimakan! YAY!
TADAAA!HASILNYA!!




Senangkan? I masak for about 30 mins jer dah siap! Cepat dan yummy!

Tips: Kalo xmau macaroni / spaghetti melekat selepas direbus; letakkan sedikit minyak semasa macaroni masih panas. Dan lalukan macaroni itu dengan air.

SELAMAT MENCUBA!!!!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Wedding Dress - 1st thought

Believe it or not!

I think I already receive signs from God related my wedding dresses!

Yay!

Oooh!Dun be sceptical!

I noe that I alwiz change my mind regarding this!

Ehek! Blame me! I juz wanna be pretty on my BIG day!

I wouldnt be bersanding on a dais wat not, so this is where I should splurge and indulge maself aite aite? (please,put your hands in the air)

Looking at few blogs and webs for the wedding dress and its pretty annoying for me!

Ahhha!Its becoz all the dresses are awesome, stunning and gorjez!

Gosh!I feel terrible as I already bought kain for my wedding dress! :-(

Sometimes I ask maself, y shud I tempah instead of sewa.

There are so many beautiful dresses available for rent and I juz bought the kain without doing any research!

Juz to make me feel good, I put the blame on my fiance.

He's the one said to me he thinks its best to tempah our own dress rather than sewa. :-p

And to make me feel even more better I tell myself that I shall design something simple that I can wear to any official functions! (besar sgt pangkat ko ke ka,ada org nak jemput?)

Nuff said!

So here's the general idea of my wedding dress;

  1. akad nikah: a long pleated dress with hand cuffs and buttons at the chest. I wish it to be 2 pieces!
  2. tandang: A simple short kebaya with kain yg bertingkat2!hahaha..i dunno the right term!
  3. for pix's sake:" songket! we can only wear it once in a life time aite,hence i decided to rent songket for the both of us. but interestingly, that i read sumwhere in the blogs that the songket is sold at cheaper price at city one plaza.hurmmm!definitely i will go there on my next visit to kl!
Hurmm..Suddenly I feel that Sept is too soon!

So many to attend and manage! Plus with the small budget and high demand from me!

Pray for my strength to go through this peeps!

ps:/ sayang, please bear with me in the progress! must be able to handle me yet lovable and still caring ok?


xoxo

ika



Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Feeling unwell~

rasa x sehat sgt..

gagahkan diri juga drive dr melaka ke ponti..

apatah lg smpai ofis terus menyiapkan keje..

tp ni curi tulang kejap..

rasa xde mood sgt..

ps/: hope moocok x baca entry ni,sbb nnt dia bg tazkirah smpai kitorg meluat kat masing2.. :-(


Monday, March 7, 2011

My engagement

Halu halu..

Im engaged!

Here's a teaser!

Later i story mory!

I demam right after majlis..

:-(

ni pun sdg mengelap hingus..